Anger

I am so angry right now I could just sit here and muster about being angry. My anger is directed towards my mother. She was cleaning my room and wouldn't you know it found my purse that had pot in it. I hate her. DON"T GO THROUGH MY FUCKING STUFF BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT A PART OF THAT PART OF MY LIFE YOU SNOOPER YOU. I do not want to call my mother any harsh names because in the end I know she loves me, but honestly do I want to have a grown up friendship who snoops through my things?

If she would ever mention that to me in any way, I think I would tell her I know she was snooping on me and I do not appreciate that as a grown up making choices of my own.

I know that she wasn't snooping either. She was cleaning and probably stumbled upon something she didn't want to find. oh well.

I am so pissed right now and I don't know how to calm down. There are parts to my life that I can't share with you because I know that if I did you would judge me. If you didn't judge me then you would pester me with check your blind spot... and I love that part about you it is just with certain things it is better that you don't know for your own good.

I would never tell you who I have sex with because we don't have that kind of relationship. some moms and daughters do. we don't.

I just need to accept it and move on with more caution.