Writing

I have all these ideas for writing and I will start them. I will start the first couple paragraphs. Then I will not write anymore. I think there was this learned behavior that I told myself I am not good enough to write a story, so I have not written a story since that time. I need to keep telling myself to finish shit. If I do not keep telling myself that then I will not finish anything I start.

Seriously, I tell myself I should just do it because i have these thoughts where I do finish things, but when it comes down to it, part of me believes something different. I almost don't believe in stories unless they are real. Weird I know. I grew up loving fiction and fantasy, but now that I have grown up fake stories, even realistic fiction are stupid. I know that alot of realistic fiction tries to teach a lesson, but I always think that the lesson I have to teach is stupid because everyone already knows that lesson. I think the truth is that people do not know the lessons now that I think about. Some people can't put into words the lessons that I know and can describe.


Well until next time, remember to tell yourself to just do it. alright hunny?